Sometimes I
feel that I am
a
bad
Black
girl
because whenever
my white girlfriend
and I sift through
Netflix
Prime Video
or anything
with a reasonable trial
period
and she says āletās
watch this
movie or thatā
featuring Black stories
I instead
elect to watch a white
narrative
because itās nice
to forget
about
racism
and the teacher
who called me
a monkey
and
the no one
who called him (Continue)
I have a friend
who is so mad
at the pandemic
that he went on
a six-day crack bender
just to prove it
āIāve deleted the numbers
of all my dealers as well as the
man who changed my mindā
he tells me
His eyes reflect a me
judging him for him
and I am
I have deleted numbers
deleted apps
food
versions of my
self
myself
āAlso I saw your (Continue)
Steer clear of Adidas; obtain a degree in Dutch language and literature; wear my auntās glasses until I eventually need my own prescription; donāt eat fried chicken; proclaim Iām a fan of Michel Houellebecq; donāt go to a black hair salon; enrol in theological seminary; donāt listen to RnB; date a person blacker than me; date a person whiter than me; donāt eat watermelon; say Iām āaccidentally blackā because my mother met my father while on vacation and I missed by only an inch the opportunity to be born to a white father who was a doctor, by the way; eat bananas only after I cut them into bite-size chunks that I eat with a fork, just to make sure I donāt remind anyone of a monkey; donāt listen to rap music; learn difficult words. (Continue)